@jenciraulo
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I was just checking in here to ask a question and love hearing about the bands- I had the actual band Three Dog Night- you know with the song that goes Jeremiah was a bullfrog!
Temperance was the most difficult/uncomfortable path for me; after Tav. Which makes sense to me, for a number of reasons, but in particular that both are on the middle pillar.
Anyway the original reason I was checking in is that I’m wondering what people are choosing to charge for the path of Ayin? Part of me wants to charge something that is an amulet to ward off evil but I don’t know if that would be better suited for another path.
Thanks! JenHi! I’m one of those people that solely uses the RWS deck for readings, though I use some other decks for ritual work. I’ve thought about exploring the Marseille deck and was curious to hear anyone else’s experience of it?
I thought I would share the part of ‘ Who or what saved you?’. I had a guide throughout the journey. My guide was kind of like the cowardly lion, we had a great time together. And now that I think of it, I gifted the sylphs a sacred heart.
When I was lifted from the abyss, I had the thought ‘Adam Kadmon’. And my guide morphed into the male version of me. So I saved myself. Or the divine masculine in me, saved me. And given the solar associations, makes lots of sense.Also- I was trying to remember or give a reference to what I was seeing at the end when we were walking the indigo blue line and I was thinking of how time is a construct, it was like this episode of the Simpsons which is based on Tron; instead of green lines they were a big grid, in a globe shape, of indigo blue
The Simpsons is a wealth of esoteric knowledge! 😉
My experience with Tav was….terrifying and intense- though having it begin and end with Sandalphon was extremely comforting. I had a lot of frightening imagery, both imagined and from ‘real life’, and feelings of the pain of death and rebirth and decay and grief and loss, and then all the feelings that are in my shadow, mainly fear. And a knowing that I had walked that path before. A big message for me was that time isn’t what I think it is; AND I have to use it wisely, and create my own experience of it through self discipline and taking responsibility. I will continue to be processing this for some time I think.
Hi everyone, my name is Jen and I’m in NYC, originally from Pittsburgh 🙂
The Greer book was one of the first books I read when starting the path of High Magick, and while I barely understood it at the time, something about it really resonated with me in a way I can’t quite explain.
It is amazing how concepts that seemed so dense and unattainable have come together for me, and I totally attribute that to the passion and teaching style of Naha, the egregore of the school, and all the work I’ve done in the lodge and in my personal ritual practice.
I am so unbelievably excited to do this and am honored to be amongst such a great group of people. LVX, JenHi all,
As a part of my morning ritual, I vibrated the 72 names as we were given yesterday at the lodge to do before we reconvene. I was thinking about the force to form aspect of ritual, which we discussed at the recent training. After vibrating the names (force) I traced the letters Yod Heh Vav Heh in light and sent energy through my hands into a tealight candle, lit it, and placed it upon the altar (form) that is consecrated for the working. I thought I would share that if anyone else was doing something similar. I was thinking I could also conclude it with vibrating IAO, or just sending the energy through my hands- if anyone has any other thoughts ideas I’d love to hear them 🙂
Take care! JenHi all, I am wondering if the deck we are consecrating for the working can be based on the Thoth deck or no, because of the attributions of the letters…I’m guessing not. I got the Tabula Mundi deck after the last tarot roundtable and it’s absolutely stunning, so would like to use it but I’m guessing it would make more sense to use the RWS. Thoughts?
Also, thank you @melinda; I’ve got my graph paper and markers and am copying your homework today 😉Hi! I just finished watching the recording from last week’s lodge, and so enjoyed and always appreciate Tami’s wisdom, wit, and perspective.
I was wondering what was read from the book on the altar? Was it Exodus 14? I feel like this is a captain obvious question or maybe I missed something, but I gotta ask 🙂I will definitely be participating- I actually just got a ticket to come to LA for the 1/1/22 AM Lodge so I can be there for the first name!
I like to think we are honoring the hidden Gimel by having such a wonderful magickal group to carry forth this working.
Looking forward to meeting some of you in person and I hope some of you fellow luminaries can also make the trip <3
